Somewhere Only We Know

To develop to the highest a range of friendship, there is a need to establish a place where "somewhere only we know". It is a crucial foundation for any marriage in my opinion. Without it, marriage tends to break and crumble under the name of dispute easily. A perfect example would be my parents,  they failed find that space for them where they can talk about things without the fear of being overheard or judged upon. Just so you know, I am saying this with the eyes of a 18 year old who wants to explore more about this world and prepare for the future, so do not take this as a wise advice. I also like to reassure you that your bed is never that "somewhere only we know" because eventually that leads to sex and that does not resolve anything. Well, there are exclusions with the hyper-protective ones who does not supply the fantasy. But dealing with them is beside the point.

So where could this "somewhere only we know" be if it was not to be your bed or your room or toilet for my case- the toilet is my favourite part of the house it brings joy in all shapes and forms- which is only limited to privacy. As much as that "somewhere only we know" sounds super private, however, it does not situate in the house. It is out there in the world somewhere. It could be a rooftop, subway station, sometimes a pub, but that lacks romance and is more suitable for friendship, or even the corner of the streets. The point is it is a place that is able to channel both members or more emotions through a unifying medium.

Schoool

Its good to be back at school again. Yesterday was so good. Talked about much about life with dion. Its good to have someone to talk to
School is good, i manage to channel my feelings

Complication

Feel like shit
Cant do shit
What is wrong with me
Why did i do it
Why WHY WHY WHY
I try to fake it
Life is too hard
But i just cant take it
Enoch-
but bitches is all i need and money drives me to drown in pussst

Feel

How can someone really feel sympathy for someone if they do not know half the story? Isn't feeling what makes humans different from animals? Well, animals have feelings, but ain't human meant to be masters of emotions because we think we are empowered with rationality?
It is evident that people are incapable of showing sympathy. People are dying out there in the world and you just give a plain comment "it's because they are savage". No, it's not because they are savages that they are at war.  They have feelings too. It is just that people do not acknowledge their emotions. No one can really understood the true injustice behind everything that is inflicted upon them. God or mothers or whatever did not bring life to this world so that they get killed.
Whoever created life, let me ask you these questions:
Is this an interesting play, novel, film to you?
Does watching us suffer bring joy to you?
If you have a little  moral sense, why can't just help out and resolve some of these problems?

I'm beginning to think that people are created as an experiment for god. Or maybe god just needs some enjoyment by watching us. You know watching others people suffer brings joy to some people.

Falling slowly

I don't know you but I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me and always fool me
And I can't react

And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice
You've made it known

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
The moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black

Well, you have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice
You've made it known

Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Excuse me for the plagiarism, but it is a song that has.accompanied through the last few days. It is a great comfort and i kinda suspect i heard it.from a korean drama before. It whas more potential than a korean drama of course.

Maybe falling is life, well at least first part of.life. The next part will.be homr.you.climb back up. Life is a race against time. Just.make it happen.

Bookshelf

People from.my generation don't read, I am just one of the special people who found the joy within books. It is enticing and fascinating. Books are limitless as to.what they contain, because the main elements within a book lies within the imagination of the reader. If the reader can't find their space for imagination, then they wouldnt be able to understand the art within books.
Here is a list of the books i.must have on my book shelf in the future:
catcher in the rye
brave new world
old man and the sea
of mice and men
anna karenina
1984
fahrenheit 451
picture of dorian gray
dr jekyll and.mr.hyde
the sense of an ending
pride and prejudice
sherlock.holmes
there will.be more to.come

thank god

THANKS TO.SOJU, IM FINALLY OUT OF THE SHIT STATE I WAS HAVING FOR 2 DAYS. MAN IM NOT GONNA SAY ILL.NEVER TAKE WEED AGAIN BUT AFTER JUST 3 HOURS OF SUBCONSCIOUS CONTROL, MY MOOD WAS MADE SHIT FOR 2 FUCKING DAYS. FOR FUCK SAKES DION. HAHA IM NOT BLAMING YOU, IM.KEEN FOR NEXT TIME IS ALL I HAVE TL SAY.

HOWEVER, THE THING IS I APPEAR TO.BE MORE HIGH WHEN.I DONT TAKE WEED IT IS. MY LIFE WORKS UPON THE CONTRARY, DICHOTMY OF THE FIXTURES IS WHAT I WOULD SAY.