Chiemney

Welllllll, this is dedicated to V. Chiem for his stupidity. I wouldn't say something like this directly in his face, but Ill just comment this post. Well, the major problem i guess is that the suppression by his parents. He was forced into doing subjects that he never really dreamed to do. Parents are blinded by their predictions. Why, because they think that "they have eaten more rice "than the younger people, believing that their wisdom overrules all forms of society. Well, let me reassure to parents who are chained to this belief, you are wrong. You may have eaten more rice, but we no longer eat the same kind of rice. You ate jasmine rice, now we eat genetically modified normal rice that taste like jasmine rice. My point is society has changed and you guys are no longer capable to move with this change. It is just a simple process in life, which everyone follows. In future we will undergo the same process.

Enough about parents, here v stop being so fucking annoying. Stop asxking people for infite amount of help. You are wasting other people's time, which means the lives of other people. Just sit down and think about it yourself. You still cant get it then suffer alone.

Hoping

When you think too much, you should start hoping then. Hope for a moment we're everything you think about will be overturned. Hope for that moment you can just say fuck you to everything that is happening around you. People just need that moment to just hope, pray and aspire for something better. People should stop devising ways to improve their lives instead they should just let go and let God or maybe an unknown entity to deal with yourself. Well as a matter of fact nothing in yourself is about yourself so you should just let go.

Calendar

Somehow I've started to believe that my calendar is magical. I write weird things on my calendar, like i give arbitrary names to days. But somehow it seems that something special happens on these days. For example, at the start of the year, I marked September 17 as "Drip drop and the river goes", please do not comment on the stupidity within the phrase as I did find some romance within it. But the point is. That day happens to be my graduation day. Like Ha what a coincidence. Or is it really?
There are other events which lead me to question the symbolic meaning each thing I write. It is kinda fascinating that it forebodes all the bad things that's gonna and all the good things.
Maybe I'm just a little superstitious but it isn't a bad thing. I do find join from it.

Tomorrow's "Archmichael" what could it mean?

Haters

To haters out there, I don't know and understand why you hate me. But it's alright if you hate me, just make it a little more obvious next time please. Well nah don't. Honestly you can hate me all you want but I'm not gonna treat you any different. I'll still be courteous and nice. One thing I figured out in life. You just have to be nice and eventually things will work out well. So here I'll apologise to what I did to harry trieu not that I like him very much but I'm sorry for the exposure. 

BORED

Life is actually so boring like sooooo boring. It is so boring. Probably because i have nothing in my mind to aspire towards. But it is way to boring for me to deal with. I don't know what i should do man. Pretty much finished exams but then dad still force me to sit on the study desk for hours. It would be alright a few weeks ago as i was kinda living in my own imagination, but these days it doesnt really work as i have no dreams nor do i have any aspiration. My life is only filled with platitude. Half of it is my fault i guess, I don't want to engage in human connection but simultaneously i want to have some sort of connection.. Its just that i dont want to be the only one who is active. Ceeebs

mapping

I am sick and tired going back to the start. Its like all the streets i follow, i always end up at the start over and over again. Like an mise en abyss, things keep repeating. I keep stumble and walk in circles and end up back at where i started. Some people say that is alright to get back to the start because each road you take is different. But it wouldn't work for me the road i took are the same each time. The first and second i took it was enlightening. But after that, it is just a tedious walk now. Can someone come into my life and add a new road that show me something totally new? Please.

Literature

Was doing my english essays, but I kinda gave up due to its complexity. However, whilst doing all these analytical work, a voice sang into my head guided to look at something which i believe is missing in the modern society. Each artwork, literature piece, music piece, blah blah has its own movement. Just naming a few:
-1984 is a product of the postmodernist movement- people saw the futility in life where struggles are pointless in preventing another war which explains his conclusion to Winston's defeat in "He loved Big Brother"
-Metropolis is a product of German Expressionism whose purpose is to reflect on Fritz Lang's personal concerns about his life.
-Perfume, a beautiful crime fiction, is a text that resulted in a new genre Crime Fiction
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Back to the point, what is the movement of today? There isn't really one.
Why?
Because today, education teaches us critical thinking, which is only useful in revising the past and steal good aspects of the past. Critical thinking is the assessment of what is good and the adaption of every goodness, and mold it into the current society. Now, this may seem ironic, education teaches to think individually, but at the very same time what we learn is for the construction of a perfect society, aspiring in an utopia where everyone is the same. As a result, we lack creativity. Modern art are not creative, but it is more of a cauldron of every other movement in the world.

What I want to say is SOMEONE ARISE FROM THE DEBRIS OF MODERNITY AND SHOW US SOMETHING NEW.


Laters, Im going back to essay writing.