Diary of someone, who understands sonder and.struggling through life as a fragment.
Tuesday, 11 August 2015
Hoping
When you think too much, you should start hoping then. Hope for a moment we're everything you think about will be overturned. Hope for that moment you can just say fuck you to everything that is happening around you. People just need that moment to just hope, pray and aspire for something better. People should stop devising ways to improve their lives instead they should just let go and let God or maybe an unknown entity to deal with yourself. Well as a matter of fact nothing in yourself is about yourself so you should just let go.
Monday, 10 August 2015
Calendar
Somehow I've started to believe that my calendar is magical. I write weird things on my calendar, like i give arbitrary names to days. But somehow it seems that something special happens on these days. For example, at the start of the year, I marked September 17 as "Drip drop and the river goes", please do not comment on the stupidity within the phrase as I did find some romance within it. But the point is. That day happens to be my graduation day. Like Ha what a coincidence. Or is it really?
There are other events which lead me to question the symbolic meaning each thing I write. It is kinda fascinating that it forebodes all the bad things that's gonna and all the good things.
Maybe I'm just a little superstitious but it isn't a bad thing. I do find join from it.
Tomorrow's "Archmichael" what could it mean?
There are other events which lead me to question the symbolic meaning each thing I write. It is kinda fascinating that it forebodes all the bad things that's gonna and all the good things.
Maybe I'm just a little superstitious but it isn't a bad thing. I do find join from it.
Tomorrow's "Archmichael" what could it mean?
Sunday, 9 August 2015
Haters
To haters out there, I don't know and understand why you hate me. But it's alright if you hate me, just make it a little more obvious next time please. Well nah don't. Honestly you can hate me all you want but I'm not gonna treat you any different. I'll still be courteous and nice. One thing I figured out in life. You just have to be nice and eventually things will work out well. So here I'll apologise to what I did to harry trieu not that I like him very much but I'm sorry for the exposure.
Friday, 7 August 2015
BORED
Life is actually so boring like sooooo boring. It is so boring. Probably because i have nothing in my mind to aspire towards. But it is way to boring for me to deal with. I don't know what i should do man. Pretty much finished exams but then dad still force me to sit on the study desk for hours. It would be alright a few weeks ago as i was kinda living in my own imagination, but these days it doesnt really work as i have no dreams nor do i have any aspiration. My life is only filled with platitude. Half of it is my fault i guess, I don't want to engage in human connection but simultaneously i want to have some sort of connection.. Its just that i dont want to be the only one who is active. Ceeebs
Wednesday, 5 August 2015
mapping
I am sick and tired going back to the start. Its like all the streets i follow, i always end up at the start over and over again. Like an mise en abyss, things keep repeating. I keep stumble and walk in circles and end up back at where i started. Some people say that is alright to get back to the start because each road you take is different. But it wouldn't work for me the road i took are the same each time. The first and second i took it was enlightening. But after that, it is just a tedious walk now. Can someone come into my life and add a new road that show me something totally new? Please.
Saturday, 1 August 2015
Literature
Was doing my english essays, but I kinda gave up due to its complexity. However, whilst doing all these analytical work, a voice sang into my head guided to look at something which i believe is missing in the modern society. Each artwork, literature piece, music piece, blah blah has its own movement. Just naming a few:
-1984 is a product of the postmodernist movement- people saw the futility in life where struggles are pointless in preventing another war which explains his conclusion to Winston's defeat in "He loved Big Brother"
-Metropolis is a product of German Expressionism whose purpose is to reflect on Fritz Lang's personal concerns about his life.
-Perfume, a beautiful crime fiction, is a text that resulted in a new genre Crime Fiction
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Back to the point, what is the movement of today? There isn't really one.
Why?
Because today, education teaches us critical thinking, which is only useful in revising the past and steal good aspects of the past. Critical thinking is the assessment of what is good and the adaption of every goodness, and mold it into the current society. Now, this may seem ironic, education teaches to think individually, but at the very same time what we learn is for the construction of a perfect society, aspiring in an utopia where everyone is the same. As a result, we lack creativity. Modern art are not creative, but it is more of a cauldron of every other movement in the world.
What I want to say is SOMEONE ARISE FROM THE DEBRIS OF MODERNITY AND SHOW US SOMETHING NEW.
Laters, Im going back to essay writing.
-1984 is a product of the postmodernist movement- people saw the futility in life where struggles are pointless in preventing another war which explains his conclusion to Winston's defeat in "He loved Big Brother"
-Metropolis is a product of German Expressionism whose purpose is to reflect on Fritz Lang's personal concerns about his life.
-Perfume, a beautiful crime fiction, is a text that resulted in a new genre Crime Fiction
.
.
.
Back to the point, what is the movement of today? There isn't really one.
Why?
Because today, education teaches us critical thinking, which is only useful in revising the past and steal good aspects of the past. Critical thinking is the assessment of what is good and the adaption of every goodness, and mold it into the current society. Now, this may seem ironic, education teaches to think individually, but at the very same time what we learn is for the construction of a perfect society, aspiring in an utopia where everyone is the same. As a result, we lack creativity. Modern art are not creative, but it is more of a cauldron of every other movement in the world.
What I want to say is SOMEONE ARISE FROM THE DEBRIS OF MODERNITY AND SHOW US SOMETHING NEW.
Laters, Im going back to essay writing.
Wednesday, 29 July 2015
Toilet Dilemma
Well what is a first world problem today?
Kids who dont know how to use the toilets effectively.
Let me depict the situation of toilets at Homebush Boys High School, during class and early lunch, the deputy decides for bizarre reasons to lock up the main toilet and only allow people to use the "YEAR 7 ONLY" toilets, rotted with urine and faeces like every other toilet. Well, that is the amount of trust teachers have to students, fearing that people will smoke inside the toilets but honestly, what desperate cunt is going to smoke at a place that is stenched with piss.
That isn't really the main issue, the main problem is that we get massive lines that could be avoided. People misuse the gutter for piss( by the way, this only guys toilet, from what i have witnessed chick's toilet are more like private home toilets). Misuse is not quite the right word, its more like they are too reluctant to use the gutters, thinking that other people will judge their penises. Well, I am aware that we get sneaky fuckers who peek on others, but I don't think that is valid for the long lines.
I'll explain to you. Each of the gutter is made to fit at least 4 people at once. If people were to be tolerant enough and use the gutters, there would be less traffic and less complaints. In the end you are using a toilet that isn't your own, why are you expecting it to be clean.
Kids who dont know how to use the toilets effectively.
Let me depict the situation of toilets at Homebush Boys High School, during class and early lunch, the deputy decides for bizarre reasons to lock up the main toilet and only allow people to use the "YEAR 7 ONLY" toilets, rotted with urine and faeces like every other toilet. Well, that is the amount of trust teachers have to students, fearing that people will smoke inside the toilets but honestly, what desperate cunt is going to smoke at a place that is stenched with piss.
That isn't really the main issue, the main problem is that we get massive lines that could be avoided. People misuse the gutter for piss( by the way, this only guys toilet, from what i have witnessed chick's toilet are more like private home toilets). Misuse is not quite the right word, its more like they are too reluctant to use the gutters, thinking that other people will judge their penises. Well, I am aware that we get sneaky fuckers who peek on others, but I don't think that is valid for the long lines.
I'll explain to you. Each of the gutter is made to fit at least 4 people at once. If people were to be tolerant enough and use the gutters, there would be less traffic and less complaints. In the end you are using a toilet that isn't your own, why are you expecting it to be clean.
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