Me in 10 years

To me in 10 years time,

I would like to see you develop something that characterises yourself, instead of being a peaceable asshole. You need to make your own life work for yourself, instead of trying and stealing parts from other people's life. In 10 years, I would like you to cast away the juvenile ways and live as a man, live as someone who takes responsibility and also risk. You are expected to have already quit smoking and begin to have your own family. That is, you have found your happiness and stay committed in it. I have no doubt in you being loyal because loyalty is one of the very skill that Elton mastered. I hope you have not lost that skill and instead become a dick-head. I've expected to have settled down and found yourself a job. I would like to see my own son or daughter and the fact that you are a loving father. I would like you to overcome your annoyance with dogs. 

In 10 years, I will come again and look at this .

See ya.

Start

If i was going to go back in time, where would i start? From the very beginning? Or maybe half way through? Or maybe just recently where things haven't been too well for me? I don't know. I don't know where i would start. I am rather scared about this miraculous opportunity that is given. The fact every decisions you make when you go to the past. Every step would be different. Lets say you decide to "correct" one part in your life, there will be a chain reaction that changes every other aspect of your life. The end result of the change maybe more disastrous than planned. I think this desire to go back and change life is futile.