UNUSUAL

Well, for the first time, I made contact with the weed. It felt weird, but it was very light. It was as though my body was under the control of a gentle electric shock where each cell appeared to be detached from another and functions independently. The weirdest thing of all was that I was able to command my body mentally, however, it appeared that it was not totally following the instructions that my brain impulses. I was conscious, at the same time, unconscious and subconscious to a certain degree. It made the world appear to be more detailed, I could somehow see the ugliness, within this world, much more clearly. However, the details within contradict each other, where white is white, black is black, but simultaneously you see that white can, in fact, be black and vice versa. It was a very interesting experience, I wouldn't deny that. But, during that time, I was more focused about one thing. Was I really high, or was my body trying to simulate the "highness" because that is the expectation?