There was this feeling I had when I liked Yiwen. People may see that feeling as something that resembles a tragedy. Well, it wasn't really a tragedy but I'm sure it was fit for top ten unrequited love in the Guinness Records. But let me explain that feeling.
It was a pain. It was a pain which reminds you about how lonely you are and how the world tries to reject any effort. It weighed heavily on your heart, you felt as if you were going to fall down into a abyss.
However, after that disappeared, I've realised how pleasant that sensation was. I wouldn't really say it feels pleasant. Losing it felt like losing a part of yourself and you began to appreciate how worthwhile that feeling is even though you got nothing out of it. Without it, you feel void, you feel even more hopeless, you feel as though you have lost all your sense of humanity.
Today, I rediscovered it and it felt great. I felt as though life itself is rushing through me. A new brand is lit within me and maybe i'll let it burn more ferocious than before.
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