Love me

From today, I guess I should let her go for a while or completely. I don't think there's a room for me and right now I don't have room for commitment as well. I'm not saying I'm going to give up on her just yet, because my feelings for her is still quite intense. Instead, I should leave it at a ceasefire and do something about myself. I want to start to learn to love myself before I even start to like anyone else or continue to pursue her. For the time being, I should catch up with the old friends I've lost. She might be taken soon but what happens then is what happens.