Diary of someone, who understands sonder and.struggling through life as a fragment.
Sunday, 6 November 2016
The Teacher
What I fear the most is that my relationship is only one that exists between pupil and teacher. That kind of relationship is rather dangerous, because you get all source of attention and trust but they are just false alarms. You are trusted but not someone that she likes but more of a resource that's readily available to her. Why I say this? Because it was what happened between me and yiwen at first. Why am I making the same mistake? Because teaching and giving guidance happened to be only few things I'm good at. But, then this situation was different from before I guess. Before, I was thrusted myself at yiwen through offering my support. This time, I was helping her as a fellow peer, but then I fell in love. Reasons as to why I like her? Well I'll discuss about that in the next chapter. But right now, I just want to believe that we are not just a student and a tutor, talking because of studies. I want to believe that we have something more to work on. And I want to believe that she feels something of this kind as well.
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