Residual

Progress from before?? Well, I'm still trapped in the fourth. I haven't really moved on. It feels different from the past but it's still bloody. My previous crushes was just purely affection, it was a sense of admiration and interest. But this time, I feel like I want to take care of her, i see us dating but then stuffed happen. It's not like I can really do much about it. I do get sick of this friend zone thing but all I can do is laugh it off.

But, I'm not just talking about Terri, I'm also talking about yiwen, the third. Regardless of her being in a relationship, I still have to say she's an important woman in my life. Like I'll admit it I might still like her, like maybe it's more than friends. The thing is even though I like her I can't see us dating at all. It's just after seeing her up close with wanyou and stuff, I just think I'm not a boyfriend material for her.

Do I think I'm a good boyfriend material for terri? Well, I reckon I would be. But clearly it doesn't matter. She's seeing Cosmo and I don't wanna get in their way, because I'm just a little bitch.