Turned Around

The people who you used to meet became people you only talk to. The people who you used to talk to people became people you only run into on the streets. The people who you used to run into on the streets became you walk around and avoid. Friendship between people changes all the time. Some friends stay with you forever. Some friends slow drift away from you. Some friends leave you and find someone better. Isn't it beautiful to have friends who stay with you forever? But, recently, I became really appreciative of my friendship with Yiwen and this really belonged in a different category compared to the above. 

We started off weirdly and we had quite a bumpy ride. However, in the end, we are still mates and probably closer than we have been before. I remember the days when I was trying to get over her and it was pretty hard. I guess she could be considered as to why I came to USYD and UNSW, I honestly thought she would go UNSW and I would never see her again in my life. I was the one who was being that person trying to run away and leaving everything behind me. In a way, I was forcing myself to move on even though I went nowhere. There was several incidences where I even tried to avoid her when I was at the station. 

It would be considered a miracle when I found out that we both went to the same university. I was quite confused as to why she was in front of me. Perhaps life was playing a joke on me again? Perhaps I had to bear this scar with me for another 5 years? I felt really reluctant to talk to her in the beginning, and never did i look into her eyes for a solid 2 months. But, one night I really did open up to her about my feelings for Eugenia and I think ever after that we got closer.

It was quite unexpected, though, I really thought I would never talk to her again and, in the end,  look at where we are now. I was really glad that I turned around and decided to talk to her again and this time she stayed and listened to me. I would consider her to have the greatest influence in my life. She is the storm that cause disrupts my usual life but she is also the sun that brings purpose in my life. 

What really got me into thinking this is Ahry and this oztag team? Would I have met Ahry without her? Would we build this oztag team which was one of my dreams in high school? Well, I did make a possible path of meeting Ahry but would I like her would be another issue. 

Nevertheless, thank you. Hopefully, you stay with me for a little longer, even though I have been mean and a dick to you. And about the precious posts, they were all real, but then truth changes as well.